Monday, January 31, 2011

time to refocus!

Well January is done and dusted, can you believe it? time for me to refocus before the start of the year really slips by. I was about a week into my new plan when the natural disaster hit… needless to say routine and structure went out the window! I couldn’t return to work in the CBD until late last week and training was a little disrupted as we usually train in the city now and don’t live near a Goodlife. But other than that we were SO lucky that our area was untouched, as were the homes of our family and friends.

Onward and upward!

Now that I’m back, its back into the routine, back into the cycle classes and back into blogging! I know its going to help me stay accountable while I drop these kilos in time for our wedding J Exciting progress in this department is that I have now ordered my DRESS (!!) which is due to arrive (from Holland!) in June… 6 months! The one I tried on at the store fit perfectly however, it is a corset lace up style back SO it will still fit when I lose weight, just lace it up tighter! I am cautious of losing more than a dress size though… so I may revise my goal to 6-7 kilos for the wedding and then lose the last few after that. I really loved being lean so my ultimate goal is to reach that and discipline myself to maintain it but the perks of holding onto a couple of kilos for the wedding are obvious – the chest department ;) and I also feel like my face can look “prettier” with some weight on it. We’ll see how we go!!

I just read the above paragraph back to myself and boy I sound vain! …But I’ve decided to STOP worrying about that… lol! And STOP worrying about what others think as well. Most people reading this know me and/or where I’m coming from - its nice to be about to think outloud here.

So, most days now I will be getting weights in before work and cycle classes done at lunchtime. Its hard to look good at work with this training schedule but oh well, I wear a little foundation, mascara and that’s it. So my carbs will be in the first 2-3 meals of the day before I switch to protein and fats. I like training after breakfast! Its cooler, gets it done for the day and there’s not too much food weighing me down.

Monday, January 10, 2011

Recap

Oops I haven't blogged in a few days, time to catch up.
Saturday was my Dad's 60th birthday so I was saving up my 'cheat meal' for his party. I did a hard legs training session in the morning followed by a short HIIT session in anticipation for it. My dad's partner organised the party - she is a great cook (lives for it!) and always go waaaay overboard so I enjoyed marinated chicken with all kinds of yummy salads (including my recipe below). Somehow I still had room for dessert - On top of the birthday cake was an assortment of desserts so I had small pieces of bday cake, baked cheesecake and apple slice! felt good until then, the belly ache hit.

I didn't eat much during the day on Sunday, rather than forcing in my usual meals I decided to listen to my body and take it light. Then we ended up going out to dinner last night, to an Indian restaurant. Ali and I ordered possibly the healthiest thing on the menu ( I hope) Chicken Tikka - tandoori chicken breasts and we shared a piece of roti bread which is plain. Would have preferred the garlic and cheese naan but trying to make better choices here (without missing out on dining out). Its no fun turning down social stuff cos of a diet, I'm not competing so don't intend on missing out with time with my friends.

Here's the recipe for one of the meals I brought to share at the party, everyone seemed to like it! Far from diet food but Healthy, good fresh ingredients and YUMMY:

Peel and cube 1 large sweet potato and 1 large beetroot
drizzle over olive oil and season
Roast on separate trays at 200 degrees, 45mins, beetroot closer to an hour
mix together on a nice platter
Sprinkle over walnuts and small cubes of fetta cheese
Bake in the oven to warm through the cheese and combine flavours

Thursday, January 6, 2011

The good the bad and the ugly


I’m looking forward to my next weigh in. Its going to remind me of the Simpsons’ episode where Homer gets stuck in the tube at Mt Splashmore and decides to lose weight. They play the music from the movie “The Good the Bad and the Ugly’ as he approaches the scale,“Ok scales, I don’t like you and you don’t like me but I’ve been very good this week, so you’d better treat me right”.

Yesterday was another day to plan. In the morning I trained Chest and Arms, I decided to put them together to try some supersets and without endless time to train, I’m putting more priority on the other body parts- back, legs and shoulders. I still like to go as heavy as I can though, just because I hold fat on my upper body doesn’t mean I have huge muscles there! Two of my goals in losing some weight are to regain “arm dents” and tummy pride” ie to feel good in singlets and (eventually) a bikini again. Tummy is the last place I’ll be happy with!
I did:
Incline bench press
Superset bicep curls with lying tricep extensions with an ezycurl bar (better on my wrists)
Flat DB press
Superset cable bicep curls with rope pushdowns
Flyes

I think a lot about my yo-yo dieting and I think a part of the problem is I’m still working out who I am. It always comes back to self esteem. I think that if you try to fit yourself into a mould you’ll always fail, you just need to be the best version of yourself you can. I was talking with a friend recently about her dating and she went on a date and was so nervous that she acted completely ‘over the top’ and kind of scared him away…. She regretted it because she wasn’t being herself…. But then there were a few different versions of herself… (depending on who she was with). We all fall into this trap, we try to be all things to all people. Another friend told me she often felt too scared to share her opinion on things for fear of what people would think of her. We’re all so pc these days, its ok to disagree and its ok to be ‘different’!

I won’t define myself by my weight. Just because you’re in great shape doesn’t mean you don’t have any personal or emotional issues because weight is just one area where these problems can manifest. I’m resolving to respect myself by treating my most valuable asset (body and health) with care.

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

Earning the carbs


Yesterday was a day off weights. I did my walk in the morning and a cycle class at lunchtime. It was my third one ever, the first being in 2008 with Liz (see pic!) and the second just before Christmas after we joined up at Goodlife. I’m not really sure what the difference between cycle and RPM is but my guess is that Cycle is more free style. The instructor obviously lives and breathes riding, he wasn’t one of those instructors that needs to yell to be motivating… lol. It’s a 45min class so perfect for me to build up my fitness. I used to do every group fitness class EXCEPT RPM but I’m really enjoying being able to burn a whole heap of calories without requiring coordination or jumping around. Things bounce at the moment and I don’t like it. Lol!

Food was also to plan which is slightly different for my higher intensity cardio days, I decided that as an ‘earned treat’ I’d have sushi after the class (best sushi in the city is ‘R Sushi’ on Adelaide or Felix Streets) instead of my usual carb meal. Due to the higher calories in this meal, I remove my nuts from morning tea.

So here’s a typical (non sushi) day with 6 meals:
Oats, egg whites
Fish, vege, almonds
Egg whites, sweet potato
Chicken, avocado, salad
Kanga sausage, vege
Natural yoghurt, protein powder (dessert)

As we know, the rule with carbs is you earn them. So I walk before the oats and put the other carb meal either before or after my training session – it sounds simple.... just gotta do it! cook, eat, repeat.

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

A good reason

So far so good with the blogging! Yesterday I ate to plan, did my walk and trained back:
- Barbel rows
- Wide grip lat pull down
- T-bar rows (PB of 2 plates)
- Supersetted assisted chins with hypers.


I miss being able to do heaps of unassisted chinups, its easy when you’re light! :P

I’m becoming a big fan of Raechelle Chase, she's gorgeous and motivating but seems very down to earth.... a real person rather than a character, if you know what i mean! I’ve subscribed to her blog and just read one of her interviews about how she struggled with depression for 6 years and how training helped her get off anti-depressants.

I find the more I train, the more I want to and love it. If I have a few days off (and eat poorly) I struggle to go back. Doesn’t really make sense…But I need to make it a priority in my daily life (minimum now is a 30min walk- come on, who can’t spare 30mins!) This part of Raechelle’s interview stuck with me: “Competing in figure might seem like a strange choice of professions for me to pursue since I’m putting myself out there to be judged when my self confidence already hangs on a wire. But, I often found myself not wanting to train, so I decided that if I had goals and a good reason to do it that would motivate me then it would work. And it does”.

Even though it makes you feel great, training and eating well is difficult. Its less convenient, there's no instant gratification and it requires discipline. We all need to find "a good reason to do it". Have you noticed how it takes some people to have a life threatening illness before they will lose weight, quit smoking or generally clean it up? Give me a specific goal or a deadline and I’m a hardworker, don’t and I can get lazy :S After our competition, I didn’t jump back into planning the next one or have another goal in mind. I didn’t even really have a plan for maintenance. The weight crept up and up, every now I then I’d think, whoa I’d better do something… but didn’t take it seriously enough. I’ve been embarrassed to identify myself as a figure athlete because I don’t look like one anymore. Now I have our wedding coming up and in one way, its great to have something to work toward again but in another, more accurate way its ridiculous that I have to! I said to my friend last night, its like I plump up because I enjoy losing weight! (thanks for helping me spot this April!)

All we can control is our attitude so even though I’m not feeling great (yet) and am at the starting blocks again I’m choosing to be as positive as I can. I can’t wait to feel slim and fit again, I’m excited about it. I’m going to go home and hang up my size 9 jeans where I can see them. All I need to do is get out of my own way. If you’re ready and you want it badly enough you’ll find yourself making time, going out of your way to make choices that support your goals.

I’m never going to take it for granted again, I’m never going to get complacent. I’m never going to lack direction again. What you eat today doesn’t show up on your thighs tomorrow. It’s the accumulation of all of your choices and habits that gives you your current physique!

So, just because you are your ‘goal weight’ doesn’t mean you can’t get stronger, faster, fitter and more flexible ;) You just need a good reason to do it!

Monday, January 3, 2011

Plan the work, work the plan!


Here’s my weekly
Exercise plan

4 x weights sessions, followed by 10mins walk on treadmill
5 x 30min walks – preferably first thing in the morning
2 x group fitness classes.
Ali and I are going to try bikram yoga this week so its on the plan– for flexibility and something new.

Monday: Legs
Tuesday: 30mins walk, Back
Wednesday: 30mins walk, RPM class
Thursday: Chest/Arms
Friday: 30mins walk, BodyAttack class
Saturday: 30mins walk, Shoulders/Hammies
Sunday: Bikram Yoga class, 30mins walk

So that’s the easy part! Maybe with the exception of getting up in the morning for walks… that’s difficult until you get used to it, the trick is to have your clothes laid out ready and when your alarm goes off immediately put your feet on the ground without thinking. Oh and get to bed earlier!

The plan is to blog regularly for accountability and to keep my goals in the forefront of my mind, even if the posts are boring and repetitive! Cos let’s face it, that’s what losing weight or prepping for a competition is like…! But, choosing a more positive point of view, I’ll rephrase that as being ‘consistent’ ;) I’m giving myself enough variety and flexibility in my meal plan to avoid feeling too restricted. Bit of common sense and tough love is all I need!

I have to make each day count so each post will try to blog about the day/s before. Yesterday went well, food was ‘to plan’ and I did my legs session at Goodlife, Booval. I did:
- smith squats
- close leg press, warmed up calves imbetween sets (yep, that's me above... lol!)
- seated calf raises
- one legged leg press (high)
- superset leg extensions and hamstring curls

We’ve been members of Goodlife for a month or so now, we don’t live near one so on the weekends we’ve been doing the rounds of Graceville, Holland Park and now Booval. I think Holland Park is my favourite, it has a pool which would be great to do a few laps in after a workout.

Hope you’re off to a good start too x

Sunday, January 2, 2011

Still alive... and getting married!


Most people can write off a day or a week. 2010 was a write off for me, nutritionally. Training was fine as usual, so at least I'm sure I've put on some muscle! So now its time to let it shine through once more.

As you may know, Ali and I got engaged in late October 2010. So as cliche as it may be to be losing weight for a wedding, its great motivation for me to set some goals and get back on track. Our wedding is in August this year.

So far in my life I've never been able to maintain a weight that I'm happy with. I've only been what I would call slim for about 2 years, around the time that we dieted for our show in September 2009. Overall, its been a constant cycle of ups and downs on the scales.

I won't be competing again in the near future, for now I'd like to be able to get down and maintain where I was in ~ October 2008. There's a good 10kg difference :S A lot of people would look at me and say I don't need to lose 10kg, but I know how good I felt then. Ali has never commented negatively on my weight or criticised me when I overate. It wouldn't matter to him whether I lost 10kg, stayed the same or put on a few more. He supports me in anything I want to do, I'm a lucky girl :)

As rough as competing was on the body, I learnt mind over matter and how strong I could be, how the mind controls and the body follows. Before dieting down for a show, I didn't think it was possible for me to be 'slim'! I also know that its possible without killing myself with cardio or starving myself! So even though there's a long road ahead of me, I'm in a good place because I know its just a matter of time and consistently putting in the effort.
So the goal this year remains to 'find balance', work on the type of person I want to be and be able to keep the weight from piling or creeping back on- It doesn't matter whether or not I get the right number on the scales in time for the wedding, its more important to me that I get in the right headspace and the weight takes care of itself.

My Values:

Calm, in control, focussed, disciplined.
Thoughtful of others, generous, kind, considerate.
Inspirational, admirable, a role model.

I'm looking forward to supporting you all in your individual goals for 2011.